Single...again...I think.

I am single. Again. I think. The "I think" part is the most confusing. There is a new chapter in my life...I think...I decided that a new blog was also in order. The old one just wasn't cutting it. So, here I am. I am divorced. 27. And definitely not where I thought I would be at this point in my life. I realize that I am not old, and that there is still plenty of time to do what I want to do...like have kids. But it doesn't make it any easier. Knowing that you may need to start over. It's so hard to find someone...a Godly someone, that you can stand being around and talk to everyday...let alone picture yourself spending the rest of your life with. It takes me hours to decide on a pair of shoes...let alone a man. I think one of the hardest parts about separating from someone is filling your time. You really don't fully gather HOW MUCH TIME you spend consumed with that other person. Time that I am filling with His Word. But all that time that you spent with that other person...talking, texting, talking, driving, worrying, shopping, talking. Did I mention talking? When it was a long distance relationship, as mine was, you spend ALOT of time talking on the phone. I find myself looking at it hundreds of times during the day. Wondering if it's broken. But it's not. And neither am I. Now I just need to make myself believe that...